Another Sleepless Night

It's another one of those nights where I have too many things running around in my mind.

My life is fine.
I have a job.
Chances are, I'll get into a D.O. school.
I've been complimented as a singer and guitar player.
I've been complimented as a graphic designer.
I've got plenty of friends.
My family loves me (and I them).
I have a fully-functional car.

lots of things to be grateful for.

Why do I feel empty still?

It's a phase. It has to be.

Or am I just getting tired of being single?
Am i feeling the emptiness of singledom?

Why can't my future wife just give me a call and say, "I'll be there in a few months, honey. Wait for me." I think that would give me a heck of a lot more reassurance.

Uncertainty sucks.